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March 25th, 2009 | 12:08pm
]
haven't updated this is a couple years.
funny how much things change.

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iplead_insanity

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January 7th, 2006 | 10:24am
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Home is where the heart is
nt.

♥♥♥♥

New Lj. [
November 27th, 2005 | 1:45pm
]
[ mood | accomplished ]

New LiveJournal: AnonymousLovers

Comment and Add me and I'll add you back. Don't comment on this name, because it wont do you any justice. :)  anonymouslovers
I love you guys!!

♥Sam

New LiveJournal Name. [
November 26th, 2005 | 10:54pm
]
[ mood | calm ]

New livejournal name for Sam.
Comment to be added, or you wont be added at all.
Its hard to get rid of this one, but I've had it for a good while.
I might update in here sometimes.
My new name is: AnonymousLovers
Its a gay name but I like it.
Peace Loves.

So0o0o0o. [
November 24th, 2005 | 11:03am
]
[ mood | angry ]

I want a new name for this, anyone got any ideas? If so, commenttt.
I'm sick of this one. It's old.

Peace ♥

Weeeeooop. [
November 21st, 2005 | 9:24pm
]
[ mood | good ]

Hello loves.
Today was okay, I guess. I slept untill about four.
Went out to eat.
Then messed around all day.
Went to Tylers and hung out with Tyler and Justin.
It was cool, we watched Sin City, well most of it then Heather and I had to leave.
I've been in pain all day. Like this is the first time in a while.
I'm not looking for pity it was just weird.
I guess it was from taking all the stuff out of my room basically on my own, it was heavy. And all the other stuff I helped with.
Work tommarow and Wednesday. Poo.
But oh well. I should be getting paid soon.
Which will be nice.
I don't know what to say.
I have Algebra homework to do so i better get a move on.

Peace Loves <3

Mmm. [
November 20th, 2005 | 3:23am
]
[ mood | okay ]

Went to the races tonight, twas fun. At first I thought it was really dumb but towards the end it got good.
They found my mom, which is SO reliving.
I get to see her and actually spend time with her for the first time in a good while, tommarow.
Which makes me happy, but I have a bad feeling something bad's gunna happen which isn't cool.
I don't know.
I've been really blah day today.
I woke up to horrible news.
Cried forever.
Went to work, got the day off.
Ryan showed up, EWDIEDIEDIEDIE, just to get his stuff, I didn't say a word to him or even so much as look at him. He got out the car and walked up and I just headed inside.
Didn't do much all day, except think alot.
Found out good news.
Happy but still blah.
Talked to some people.
Went to the races.
And now I'm here, Okay, but slightly blah.
Trying to be happy and keep my head held high. I'm suceeding.
Right now I'm talking to my lovly merc, and I'm going to bed soon.
I'm bored.

Goodnight. ♥

So0o0o0o0o. Your Mom.. Goes to college. [
November 18th, 2005 | 3:32pm
]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Hey homos, how are you all doing?
Good, I hope. I'm doing alright. I guess.
My job sucks my balls, but that's okay, atleast I'm getting money out of it.
I mean I like it but I don't like my manager, Chad. Mike is awesome as hell, but I want to choke chad.
My grades. English, A Algebra, F Compact, A Biology, D, Orcasta, B and World History, D. Woot. I suck. But the F in Algebra isn't hard to fix and I'll have Worl History good to go on Monday, and Biology... I'll do good to get a C in that class.
Mom wasn't at school today. There was basically no one at our table. I slept all lunch period, and after too, the robot woke me up.
I did good on my history project. Wo0t.
Why I'm rambling on about meaningless crap, I don't know.
I had about 30 minutes of sleep last night, due to the fact that I had to do my project, but then work called me at the last minute asking me to go in. It sucked. I really didn't want to go in at all but oh well. More money in my pocket. -shrug-
My mom's still.. yeah. And well.. yeah. =/
Things are looking a bit better for me than they were before, which is amazing, cuz I though it'd never get the slightest bit better.
Well whatever. I'm dumb.
Oh, in compact yesterday we had to fill out this survay and I liked one of the questions because I'm queer.
So, here's the question, and I'm asking all of you this. You don't have to respond but it'd be nice.

If I died tommarow how would you remember me?


Thats all the dumbshit I have to say for now.
Peace Peoples. ♥

[
November 10th, 2005 | 11:07pm
]
I got a job at Cicis Pizza right next to the Save Right. Woot. Go Me.
We went to Cicis after school and uh well thanks to Ceci I went back at 5 and I started training. And I have training on Monday and Tuesday. Then from there I offically start working. :)
I get my shirt tommarow. Andddd. Merc, I'm sorry I didn't come over. I called you like 3 times and it rang busy. And I didn't mean to blow you off I really was going to come over, but then I got offered at job and I took that chance because I really need one.
SO. More shit went down today. Everyday brings something new. And it hasent gotten any better. But it's okay. I got my head held high and I'm in a really good mood because I got a job. Go Me!
And Heather. I love you.
Merc, I love you.
Ronika, Mucho love my dear.
And Jess, I love youuu the mostest.

OH. Broke up with Ryan last night. So0o0o0o
Sams single. :D

I know it's stupid, but I just simply wished for things to get better. [
September 18th, 2005 | 3:44am
]
[ mood | Alright. ]

It's beautiful out tonight. ♥
I saw a shooting star, and I made a wish.
You're not supposed to tell what you wished for, but oh well.
It probrobly wont come true anyways.
Oh well. Life goes on.



Goodnight Loves.

Hmmm, nice date. =/ [
September 14th, 2005 | 4:20pm
]
[ mood | A little hyper ]

Yeah. So my brother moved out. He took my computer with him.
Assface. It was mine.
Oh well, I'll live without. I have too many other things to worry about.
Things right now are pretty good.
Ryan and I are doing great.
I've made new friends.
Heather and I are doing good.
Mer and I are doing good too.
And Steven and I are friends again.
School...eh.. Well. It's school.
It sucks, basically. I'm so far behind, it makes me not wanna go.
So I've already missed like a week scence I've been back.
Oh well, I don't care anymore.
My legs doing okay. It hurts a little.
My pelvic bone. Well. Lets just say I'm going to remove that myself :)
Lol. Well, I gotta go.
I gotta finish getting ready for the element.
Wooo. Fun.

Peace ♥


Oh, btw. This is my last public entry. I'm going friends only again.
Due to nosey people, and people I don't like :D

You may think he's not right for me. But only if you knew. If only you knew.. [
September 6th, 2005 | 4:24pm
]
[ mood | blah ]

I had a bad day today. But that's okay.
Ryan and I are together.
And I'm happy. :)
I don't have anything to say really.
I just talked to someone.
And now I kinda feel like shit.
=\


Peace.

[
September 3rd, 2005 | 10:39am
]
[ mood | awake ]

So everyone tells me something diffrent, and all I want to know is the truth. Is it that hard to tell me the truth? I atleast deserve that, afterall. But I guess some people don't feel the same. One person tells me one thing, and another person tells me something else.
I'm fucking sick of it.
Anyways. School was okay yesturday, the first person I saw that I knew was Matt. It was co0. Thennn everyone else, cause lunch.
I have 30 pages of make up work in algebra. Wo0o0o. Go me. -_-;
I might be out of school again though, because my memory is still fucked. :\
I went to battle of the bands last night at thelement. It was gay.
I bought a there for tommarow shirt though. After that though we went tyo waterford. It was a long night. But I hung out with gaincarlos for the first time outside of the element and school.
When we finnally got home, I hung out with Mike and Ryan and this other guy and heather a little bit, but she was upset so yeah.
It was fun. I was up untill like 5 this morning hanging out with Ryan and that one guy. I forgot his name :x Thats my LOVELY memory for ya.
I hurt my knee really bad this morning. I cried.
Well I'm going to go.

Peaceeeee.

[
September 1st, 2005 | 7:26pm
]
[ mood | content ]

Back to school for Sam tommarow.
I went to the doctor for my leg and my whatever it is.
And I'm doing good. I just need physical therapy.
My memory is still bad, and I'm still in a bit of pain.
But it's okay. I can manage.

Well I'm at my aunts house.
So I'm going to go.
I'm pissed off again anyways.
Because life is so wonderful. :)

Peace ♥

Sigh. This kinda goes out to you. Some of it anyways. I guess. [
August 27th, 2005 | 1:47am
]
[ mood | Blah. ]

You could have been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the short list of favors
But if you really loved me
You would have endured my world

Well if you're just, as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do

The end, if so here we stop,
Then never again will you see
This in your life

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here lay to rest is a love ever long
With truth on the shores of confession
You seem to take privilege to all of these souls.

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played letter
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me

With love and devotion I'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To never mis-wonder her happy will I become
Be true that this is no option
So with it condemn you demon raiding in love.

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here lay to rest is a love ever long
With truth on the shores of confession
You seem to take privilege to all of these souls.

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind boy
I'd do anything for you

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind boy
Before I hope you die.

[
August 24th, 2005 | 10:07pm
]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I got hit by a truck crossing goldenrod.
That's what happend for those who were wondering.
I'm going to be out of school for about a month.
Maybe longer.
It just depends on how fast I get better.
I have memory problems.
And I can't remember writing my last update, but oh well.
Obviously I was really pissed off.
Anyways.
My memory is getting better.
My leg is getting better to.
SLOWLY. But surely.
Went to the element tonight.
It was okay.
Kinda sucked. But whatev.
I dont know what else to say sooooo
I'm out.
Peace

Got rammed by a dodge. Hahahaha. [
August 14th, 2005 | 11:50pm
]
[ mood | hurt but its okay ]

ew. today sucks.
well. the date does anyways.
i had an accident.
it hurts.
but whatev.
guys suck.
every last one of you.
I'm gunna go lesbian.
I swear it.
I wont be in school for awhile.
Andddddd. Ugh. I'm fucking pissed off.
I can barely see.
And I hate you right now.
I really do.
Peace.

Life is never going to be the same. [
August 3rd, 2005 | 11:10am
]
[ mood | Just Peachyyyyy. :) ]

If you're a bird, I'm a bird.

WHY? [
July 31st, 2005 | 8:10pm
]
[ mood | sad ]

It's not supposed to hurt this way.Collapse )

Omg! Crack! Yay! :D [
July 22nd, 2005 | 11:03pm
]
[ mood | Scared. ]

"Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be back again, oh babe, I hate to go..so kiss me and smile for me, and tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go...<3"


Okay so not to long ago it hit me that I was leaving. :( I'm going to miss you all alot.
E-mail me. My e-mail is che3zegraterface@yahoo.com. Pleaassee. So I won't totally feel like I'm not loved.
Thanks Jess for talking to me all up untill I had to leave. Atleast someone did. :). I feel special.
Well, I have to go. I have to leave by 7:30. I love you all. And I'm going to miss you all muchos.
And if you want to do something when I get back.. E-mail me and let me know. Or leave a comment on here.
♥ Peace

Sam


P.s; I'm scared.





Annnnddd. I'm gone.

Why give you my heart if you're just gunna break it? [
July 18th, 2005 | 12:24am
]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Okay so don't get too happy.
I'm not moving to Georiga.
Sorry to bust everyones bubbles.
But I'll be back in a week or so.
Hopefully nothing bad something happends when I'm gone.
If so. I'll bust a cap.
& Livejournal is Gay.
Peace

She's leaving, but this time she's never commin back. [
July 12th, 2005 | 8:03pm
]
[ mood | Contemplative. ]

So, I'm leaving for Georiga around the 23rd.
So I have about another week left till I leave.
I'm going to miss you all. :)
Peace ♥

Do you want to suck my ass? [LMAO Heather ;)] [
July 10th, 2005 | 1:36pm
]
[ mood | Crazzzy ]

Hahaha. I just remembered something funny.
Anyways.
I fixed my livejournal user info.
It's gayyyyyy.
So go look.
Peace.

I have an icky cold. Kill it plz. [
July 4th, 2005 | 12:30pm
]
[ mood | Sick Again. ]

My Poetry LiveJournal:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/bittersweet__x

It's not new, but I've been meaning to put it up here for awhile now.

Later Loves.

It's Three-fifty-two-inthemotherfuckingmorning. [
June 28th, 2005 | 4:01am
]
[ mood | Pissed Off. ]

[rant.]

Okay whores and whorettes, beasts and bitches, ladies and hermaphrodites of the jury. PAYTHEFUCKATTENTION.

So what are we in here High School? Or Elementary School? It seems like for some of you WHORES *coughnonamesmentionedcough* we're going back to early kindergarten stages. What the fuck is with all this god damn DRAMA? I didn't know we were having open auditions for Julius Motherfucking Caesar. GOD DAMN. First of all, let's lay down some goddamn rules:

1. Get your drama the fuck AWAY from me.
2. Grow the fuck up.
3. Get out of the pampers and wear the motherfucking pants.
4. IF YOU'RE A NAME DROPPER, YOU CAN EAT ME.


I DO NOT, and I repeat, DO NOT want to have somebody comming up to me, IMing me, or calling me just to tell me about some motherfucking HE SAID SHE SAID bullshit. I am not with all of your shit today, m'kay boys and girls? OHFUCKINGKAY. You can TAKE your drama, your opinions, your namedropping and your snitching and RAM IT THE FUCK UP YOUR ASS because I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR IT. KTHNX.

Since you're SO MOTHERFUCKING BIG, here's what you do: BRING IT TO MY FACE. Don't IM me, don't call, don't write notes. Step up to my motherfucking level and THEN you can say all it is that you want to, but I'm telling you, it'll go in one ear and out the other and it won't pass my way again and if it just so happens to, I'll STEP ON IT. Crush it. Just like I will crush you if you continue to spread your rumors and add to your manifesto of drama.

I am not one of your mindless drones. I am not one of your 238942394238 minions. I am somebody that could give two shits about what you have to say about me. You can take your opinions of me and kindly shove them, and then fuck off.

Ohhh, but I'm mad because that's ALL YOU SEEM TO BE DOING. Running to me and feeding me your line of bullshit when I DO NOT want to hear it. The minute you think I want to hear it, hell will freeze over. Believe me.

I'm fucking sick of the god damn bullshit.

Here's the bottom motherfucking line: I don't want your drama near me. Peddle your shit somewhere else because this chick ain't listening.

I love you all.

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